Saturday, August 14, 2010
at 12:38 AM;
Is it too much to ask?
All my life, I have chased after people, always one step behind the crowd; tried so hard to be the initiator of friendship, and sometimes, people respond.
Sometimes.
Is it too much to ask, that, for once, someone will willingly want to be my friend, without any initiation from me, without any motive other than my own merit?
I have become lost in the many people who I am.
I try so hard to be your friend, and you throw it back at me like a fucking hypocrite. Stop complaining about shit and doing it to others. You did that to him, you're doing it to me and while you are not being selfish, you are being fucking blind and proud of it.
I will not try any more. You are not worth my time.
Fuck this shit.
the rest is silence;
